the very first

Ok. New day, new beginning, new blog, new post. Here I go.
Hello! And welcome to my newest blog (soon to be the only one, I think) where I'll spend the next year or so trying to find myself. A lot of stuff has happened to make me who I am right now but we'll get into that later on, where you'll also get to learn much more about what kind of person I am.

Since one of my goals for December is to lose some weight (believe it or not I used to be what I would call skinny) my day will mostly be about working out. Good thing I have the entire living room to myself! Oh yeah, I don't go to school. That shit did not work out for me - right now, anyway. Luckily my parents have been there for me through it all.

My confidence has gone from low to non-existent over the past months which sucks. But I'm working on that problem, as I am with multiple other problems I'm dealing with at the moment. Now, I will promise you one thing; This blog will not be depressing. I will not write entire pages about how bad I feel about myself or how ugly I look or how fat I feel. I get enough of that inside my head. This blog is about me being positive about changing what I'm not satisfied with about myself.

This blog will also be a bit random, I'm afraid. But hey, that's me. I really hope you enjoy reading about what is sure to be one very interesting year for me.


Much love,
Maria